Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in hanniela89's LiveJournal:

Sunday, March 18th, 2007
5:04 pm	brunchettas,guinness and pink floyd on a sunday afternoon This week was ace. Monday came into college teary eyed,because of a spiteful comment from Mum about Danny,saw J and said hi,then saw Marcus and was nearly crying. Went into German,and did the essay on school,and then Maths and did more portfolio work,break and English Lit,then a long lunch where I bought an Easter egg,got a text from Danny,came back and played poker.Then had Psychology,and it was only me and Sam there,and we just dossed and talked. Went home,and spoke on MSN for a while,and then watched Extra Auf Deutsch,cried a bit,spoke to Danny,then went to bed. Woke up Tuesday morning okay,until I mentioned the college party. Mum was like ''Dad better give you the money'' Rang Dad.and missed the train because we were all arguing. So I rang college and told them. Got the late train in,tired,and got to Psychology 20 minutes late. Had to evaluate Washoe's study,and was SO tired and stressed because of the argument. Then had German,and got a really good progress mark. Bought my college party ticket. Left the lesson happy. Then had IT,and found out that I was going to take the Level 3 exam in May, although I used the wrong data set,I got 18 1/2 out of 27,and then sat in the Learning Centre doing German,bought lunch and just sat in the Learning Centre (really couldn't face up to CU that week),then went to English Lit and did Beowulf (OH SHIT! I have to do those questions in a bit! Along with other work),and I ended up in fits of giggles while Lynne was interviewing the others about their progress grades,about Pippa's Borat mankini drawing on Sophie's work (haha!) ,went home on the early train,ate my lunch and read a Guardian that someone had left on the train. Then got ready for the college party,wrote a poem describing how I felt,so went to the Buttermarket with a mission to be happy,dressed up as Lara Croft. Spoke to various people,and went home at 11,after hardcore raving and buzzing ears and rang Dad,before going to bed. Woke up Wednesday morning feeling like crap,with a blocked nose. Went in to meet Dad on the early train. Had a bacon and sausage sandwich and juice,and went to college for my weekly German speaking. Found out I did really well in my mock: I was predicted a C/B,so I went off with a smile on my face. Then did some English Lit work. Then went to English Lit. Tried not to fall asleep because of the night before. Then had Maths,where I had to do modelling logarithmic functions and calculating gradients...erlack... then had lunch,went to German and did GR3,went to the library and read papers and magazines,came home tired and went to bed for 2 hours after talking to people on MSN. Mum came home at 8:30,and I watched her looking on the singles websites and cracked some jokes,had a bowl of chilli con carne,went on the internet,and then went to bed. Thursday I missed my train yet again,but saw Alex and spoke to him when I got the late train in. Did Maths coursework,then had German,which was pretty uneventful,we did the news again,and then I went home in my free,rang Nan for a chat,which was great,and then came back to college after going to Wellington Market. Had lunch with Alex,and then had a funny Psychology lesson,where we did experiment design. Came home early,got a hot chocolate and chilled out. Chatted to Danny and co for a few hours,had a shower,and then felt really ill,so went to bed early. Friday,I got the train in on time! Met Sam on the way,and then went to General Studies. Had a boring 1 hour 10 lesson of that,then went to Maths,where I did more portfolio work. Then break where I was increasingly irritated by the fact there was this cool song,and I was asking people what it was. Went to Psychology,where I was uber hyper,and sang Bugsy Malone songs in a high pitched voice with Leonie. Then went to the form quiz,where we won! Had a free and sat there reading,got some cake,and saw an ambulance outside Think Tank. Ate 1/2 the cake,then went to English Lit,and got my progress grade,which was great :),and spoke about random things,and burst out laughing when I spoke about golden showers when reading Spies. Then went straight home,had a cigarette (old habits NEVER die hard) then bought a Subway,and devoured that in 10 minutes. Went for a 2 hour nap again,then woke up and watched Catherine Tate taking the mick out of the rather fit David Tennant (Me and Sezzi rather like him),then hung about on MSN,and went to bed at 11. Yesterday was ace. Apart fromthe fact that it was St Patrick's Day! I woke up at 8:30. Spoke to Danny. Had a bath,and he arrived 5 minutes before I'd finished,ran round like a mad woman in towels looking for my keys. After 5 minutes, I found them and let him in. Then I finished my bath,dried off,and we spent time together,before ringing Sezzi and going to the town centre. We just caught the train! Got there at 11,and waited the best part of 20 minutes waiting for Eb. Went to McDonalds for a donut,ate that,then walked around hyper and I decided to look for Vodka Chocs and Borat mankinis. Found Sezzi. Ended up screaming '' I WANT GUINNESS! GIVE ME GUINNESS! DRINK!'',the latter word being my rather awful impression of Father Jack from Father Ted. Got food after hanging out in the town park,and Danny stuck ice cubes down my top...it was funny,cos I got him back. Chased him. Went to HMV and bought vinyls,and Danny tickling my back,sending me into a sleepy state. Went to Asda and bought an easter egg. Then went home on the train,and then the pub for a pint of Guinness and blackcurrant. Then went home,where I was hyper,Danny went home,and then I went to band practice,which I was really crap at,cos I didn't know any of the songs,apart from the High School Musical one. Went home and chatted on MSN until 12 and had a lie in until 9. This morning was ace. Had a doss,tidied my room up (need to finish that before I start to do the rest of my college work),listened to vinyls,Franz Ferdinand and Jet,and then ran to church,where I was late for preliminary prayer (eep). Sat down,saw Marc,then did my sketch. Chilled out for a little while in the parish hall with Marc,Dave and Danni. Went for a walk up the Ercall. Then went to Morrisons. Bought food and Guinness :),and now I'm busy relaxing to the sound of Pink Floyd and thinking about getting ready for tomorrow.  Current Mood: indifferent (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 13th, 2007
4:27 pm	The daily adventures of the alternative Lara Croft... Woke up feeling inhumane, because I thought I'd missed my train Got up,got dressed, my daily drear I can't believe my hell is here Then argue with my mum and dad When I'm out of that home, hell I'll feel glad I missed my train Oh what a bother Oh well, I guess that is my problem I ring my mum and tell her why Inside I think I'm going to cry Because of all the shit around Can my happiness really be found? I get to college 20 minutes late Get to the lesson that I don't actually hate I spend my time evaluating And the rest of my time people hating  I get out of the classroom door And just wanting to curl up on the floor Because life's reet shit I go up to the German class I study deserving,knowing I can pass Then I get my college party ticket No I don't want Busta Rhymes, I wonder,did he commit a crime? No,not like me,I lost a friend I wonder is it really going to be fine in the end? That's the reason why I'm writing Because the chances seem quite flighty Yes,that was shit poetry. Bring it on. Current Mood: depressed (Comment on this)
Monday, March 12th, 2007
8:19 pm	Hannah thinks it's all a hurtful bastard,bloody hell, why? Hannah remembers walking round Tesco's 6 months ago now,on a Friday evening,eager to get back and make a Spetzi (German drink of Coca Cola and Fanta) and also to resume her hobby of MSN and MySpace. That night she gets an e-mail with an e-mail address in,and she adds that person. They talk for a good 1 1/2 hours,then they have to go. This goes on for a few months. And then they fall out. That hurts. Of course. Hannah feels aggrieved and angry at what has happened. She can't help but blame herself for what happened. She writes an angry letter that she burns. She wonders if they will ever be normal again... Days pass. She passes that person,worried that she'll get a horrible reaction if they speak. She goes days and days,and then the second day,she's lost them forever. The next day,a teacher asks her if things are better,and they talk. She vows to make things better. And she does just that. Hannah says to her mum and friends that she won't go to the college party,naturally because they'll be there. Hannah and the person are civilised to each other.   But it's too much right now. I want to be happy. I want to be friendly. Not on MySpace or MSN,no. But just civilised. We are. It just feels weird. I hate college. It just isn't the same. I sit,cringing with embarrassment,or act all happy. Why is it they who complete my days,who make me feel stupid? That will probably remain unanswered. Current Mood: strange (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, March 11th, 2007
9:33 am	Papi,Papi,ich hab' Angst vor dem Dunkeln Sodding A/S Lit text. Thanks for freaking me out last night. I was trying to get to sleep last night,and then THAT freaky phrase pops into my head. I'd had enough German for one day. Erlack,but at least I learnt something,or am learning. And damn well I am going to revise really hard over the Easter holidays so I can get decent A/S grades to go to uni next year and do German and Psychology or Criminology. Humph. Today will be fun. I'm currently in the process of completing Maths coursework,then church at 10:30,looking after children,then practising for next week's Mother's Day service,which reminds me...when I get my EMA money,I have to go out and buy my Mum a Mother's Day present...last year's Mother's Day was good,but a bit of a shambles,I had Mum's present,which was a Whittards' Mug and a Lindt Bunny,but I was also recovering from a nasty bout of tonsillitis,which had me off school and prefect duty for a week.,rubbing Vapo Rub onto my chest.   I am not looking forward to telling the Spring Harvest lady I'm not going this year. Not at all. But she can like it or lump it. I have to take care of my college priorities first,and then think about what I want to do. Which is revise for the first few days of the holiday. And when I come back. Because these are VERY important exams which will go on my UCAS form to several unis,and who will decide if I'm competent enough to be in their elite to study German.  Anyway,where was I? Oh,Danny has invited me out for lunch this afternoon,so I'm going to that at 1. Then prolly come home and finish work,and maybe go bowling with the youth group,if not,just stay at home and do more work...I have to do an essay in German tomorrow while all the lucky sods in my Psychology are off to Chester Zoo...grrr. I also need to pay £14 for my re-take... Bank of Mum and Dad methinks,but Mum'll get a decent Mother's Day present. I wonder how my mentoring will go...I'm getting a female this time,and yeah,me and J are social acquaintances...I hope it doesn't wane. Hm. After Thursday,it was like,shit,but Friday we were fine. I'm a sucker for honesty. It doesn't fare me well sometimes. Roll on August! Myeh,think I might buy another Easter egg tomorrow. Current Mood: creative (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 10th, 2007
9:05 pm	Guys...harrumph,but Milkybar eggs and suchlike solve that problem Humph,what an arrogant cock... He says for months that he likes me,gets kicked out the army while I'm in Berlin,and then gets a girlfriend! Arrrrggggghhhhh! Asshole! Thank goodness I'm single...easier said than done,but right now I really wanna rip into him for giving me mixed signals. Humph...M stinks right now. On a postive note,me and Jerry had an exceptional day,I've never had a best mate quite like him,and yeah,I'm pretty thankful I have people like Sarah,Danny and him to keep me grounded,and thank goodness that none of us like each other. Unlike that ass hole! Excuse me if I'm spiteful saying this,but let's see how long this relationship will last. Current Mood: annoyed (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 7th, 2007
8:06 pm	Hallo!! Yeah, might as well do a lil' intro I am Hannah I'm 17 years old I'm a first year at the wonderful SSFC I study German,English,Maths and Psychology I've just come back from Berlin-which was great stuff I won't take shit from no-one,no matter how intense I am.  So don't try and get in my bad books. When I leave college, I'd love to study German with Psychology or Criminology at Aston,Birmingham,or Leeds  But I haven't decided on the other 3 yet- I should do by September really. If you wanna know more,add me on MySpace,or just add me here. Tschüss! Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)